MARCH 11,2008

Mere words could never completely express my feelings for you! To show you the true depth of my feelings I would have to be with you, holding you close and looking deeply into your eyes as I told you of my love for you. Sadly our love lives in cyber space so I must tell you here with these mere words. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that I would find someone like you, especially here on the internet! I am so glad that fate brought us together. I cherish our time spent together, and when we are apart I am counting the seconds until we are reunited once again. My love, my mind is always filled with thoughts of you! You are so very special to me! You bring me so much joy and happiness! When I am feeling angry you make me laugh. When I am sad you bring me cheer. I have never met a person who gives their love and affection so freely . Your love for me is unconditional and I feel it to the depths of my soul! I may not say this often, but please know that I love you with all of my heart! -astro010808

TODAY is a special DAY!!...

...today is our 2nd monthsary..I was so happy because it's our 2nd month that we've been together, still our relationship is getting stronger and hotter...GOD knows how much I love him, every day I always hope and pray that this happiness will not ended..If it is a dream, I dont want to wake up!Again, hAPPy MONTHsary frapko!!I always LOVE YOU!forever..

“The way to man's heart is through his stomach”

–a saying that gives me the enthusiasm to try "the world of cooking"…
I really don’t used to cook. No need because my “nanay” doing this thing. But then, for the reason that I’m here in Japan, lately, cooking became a habit, you have to experiment any style of cooking for you to survive..’di nmn kase pwede na laging pritong itlog, hotdog o ‘di kaya’y delata ang iuulam ko diba..So, eventually, after a series of mistakes..AYUN! I got the right taste...SA WAKAS, nakuha KO din ang tamang timpla!
Kung di niyo po alam, si JARED po, bukod sa pagiging Registered Nurse (RN) eh isa ‘ding magaling na cook sa kanilang tahanan...TAMA! Siya’y magaling magluto...kaya naman ako eh ngyo'y nagpapakadalubhasa sa larangan ng pagluluto upang wala siyang masabi sakin (hahaha. makata sa pagtatagalog...)... I want to say to him this line...
"Jared, mahal Kong frap...I have given you enough of my love and affection, this time let me show you my own wholehearted way of loving you."
They say "the shortest road to men's heart is down their throats"…
...I may not be a perfect cook but I’ll try my best to be one...I’ll satisfy your hunger..."I love you frap! That’s it…again, I LOVE YOU!!!

"I accepted it because ILOVEYOU.."

...pinakamatinding away nmin 'to,to the maximum level n bgyan nya ko ng RULES nya na dapat q gawin para mapatawad nya ko...s bagay kse aq nmn tlga may kasalanan..(long story kya d ko na sasabhin),dahil sa pagiging O.A ko at kakikidan ng utak at pang-unawa ko,ayun nagkaaway kami,,katakot takot na suyo ginawa ko, kung cno2 tinawagan q para matanong kung bkit d nya sinasagot call ko, ayun awa ng diyos, si ate GAY ang nakapagbigay sakin ng sagot na iniintay q.finally nakausap q si jared sa pangungulit q na din..at ayun na nga,,galit n galit skin,halos naubos ko dalawang call card sa pagcontact, grabe talaga tigas ng puso nya nung mga oras na 'to, takot na takot aq,hagulgol tlga ko sa sobrang iyak, daig q pa sinapak sa sobrang maga ng mata q after umiyak e, about dun sa RULES,ayun nga, tinanggap q ung rules nya..see the rules below..

O TIGNAN MO KUNG TATAGALAN MO GANITONG SISTEMA KO SAYO HA...

1. HINDI KA NA MAKIKISAMA SA LAHAT NG PARTY AT CELEBRATION JAN. WALA AKONG PAKIALAM KUNG CNO NAG INVITE

2. HINDI KA NA AALIS KASAMA NG MGA KAIBIGAN AT OFFICEMATES MO JAN. WALA ULIT AKO PAKIALAM KAHIT BOSS MO PA NAG INVITE

3. HINDI KA NA SASAMA PAGMAY NAGYAYANG BUMILI NG KUNG ANU MAN... KAHIT NAGPAPASAMA LANG CLA. KAHIT C JOAN PA YAN O CLA JULIET

4. HINDI KA NA MAG IINTERNET AT MAGCHCHAT KAHIT KANINO... WALA ULIT AKO PAKIALAM KAHIT CNO PA KAILANGAN MO KAUSAPIN... KAHIT CLA NANAY PA. MAG OONLINE KA LANG PAG TUMAWAG AKO SAYO AT CNABI KONG MAG ONLINE KA....

5. LAHAT NG GAGAWIN MO... MAGPAPAALAM KA SAKEN. HINDI MO ITETEXT DAHIL DI KA NAMAN PEDE MAG INTERNET. KAYA ITATAWAG MO SAKIN LAHAT NG GINAGAWA MO.

O DB ANG SAYA NG NEW AND IMPROVED RULES!!! TRY MO... TATAGAL KA KAYA==jared

--inaccept ko ung rules nya kahit ung pinakamahirap para sakin na gawin e ung d pagchachat sa nanay ko..para n nya q inalisan ng BUHAY dun sa rules nya na yun, sa chat ko lng nakakausap sila nanay at si xian(baby q)dahil and2 ko sa Japan ..pero kahit mahirap, kakayanin ko dhil MAHAL N MAHAL Q SYA..

-NOTE: pero dahil sa mahal nya din aq, d nya din pinagawa sakin ung rules,so the rules was cancelled!!haayyy